Yesterday was my birthday. I didn’t expect anything out of it and that’s what I got. Besides the people who saw the notification on their Facebook, I had a few friends reach out and say happy birthday. Other than that it was just like every other day. My mom says we’ll have a cake for… Continue reading Another year older
I’ve fallen into a depression again. My medication got messed up because my brain is foggy half the time and I didn’t realize I didn’t have it for a few days, then the pharmacy didn’t get it in for 5 days. I’ve been back on it for a week now but I don’t feel any… Continue reading Stability is my unicorn.
Sometimes I wish I had a more exciting life so I had interesting things to write about but I really just don’t. Everything I have to write about makes me feel like I’m complaining to the internet at large because I have no real friends and definitely no mom friends. My oldest and I have… Continue reading A boring life is not a stress free life.
My moods are out of this world lately. I’m rapid cycling like crazy. I’ll be super depressed, can’t get out of bed, thinking terrible thoughts for a couple of days and then I’ll wake up and I’ve only had 3 hours of sleep, I’m hyper and alert, I’m cleaning, I’m leaving the house and getting… Continue reading I’m on a rollercoaster ride but not the fun kind.
Handmade salt dough ornaments are a yearly Christmas tradition in our household. Let me tell you aboit them.
At some point, life has to stop kicking you in the side doesn’t it? There has to come a time when you get to stand up and say, “Ok, yeah, I’m going to be ok now.” I can’t help but wonder if that time is ever going to come. I’ve started Christmas shopping, sort of.… Continue reading When does it get easier?
I have a notoriously bad record at relationships. Have you seen Shameless? I’m Fiona. If there’s a bad for me guy within a couple of miles, I’ll find him. My best friend says stop looking and let someone find me. I say I only go to the grocery (during the day), the doctor, my therapist,… Continue reading Why am I so bad at guys?